So, I can’t sleep. It probably has to do with the fact that I have NOT heard from my fiance in over 24 hours. I am freaking out. Where is he? Is he okay? Is he even thinking of me? Those things cross my mind every hour I don’t hear from him. Is it stupid that I’m worrying so much? I’m laying in bed right now, tired and cold. I can’t wait for the day I get to sleep in the same bed as my fiance again. I can’t wait to cuddle and kiss him good night.
What I miss about living with him:
- His snoring. Yes, I miss it with all my heart.
- His sleep talking. He talks in Russian in his sleep. Very interesting. I only know the word Suka.
- Him scaring me shitless in the dark at night. I’ll go pee and he’ll hide in the house and wait for me and scare me to bits. Love it!!!!
- His goofy random face. He always made them to cheer me up and I need that right now because I’m about to cry.
- Just him. I miss him all. Everything about him, I miss it. He’s great.
Thank you to whoever invented waterproof mascara and eyeliner. Well, I am going to go back on facebook and stalk it in hopes he messages me somehow. Bye for now.
Xoxo
Blog ya later.
